A Break from the Weather Side

It seems that I have not posted here for 2 months. A lot has gone on since then. No not anything weather-related, just personally related. So this is as much of a rant as a record, and as much as a record as a "Dear Diary" conversation (but of course, that sounds so cheesy...).

To start, I began chatting with someone who had, let's say, a bit of a hot temper. Not just any hot temper, but one that exploded with murder threats. So of course, I got all tangled up in that crap in chat, but thankfully, someone blabbed and nobody was hurt.

The bigger issue, ironically, deals with girls. Ah, the bliss of young love! Ha, well, there's this sophomore girl whom I really like. Like REALLY. Since September. Well, I just said hi to her TODAY. I suck, really, I know. Well, I assume that's a pretty good record. Yay! My first interaction with a girl I like. Then there's this OTHER girl I like, and we actually talk, since I've tutored her in chem. (PSST... she finds me funny.)

Now, tying this all together.

Morning, 1st period: I get called up to the office for something about the guy who threatened to murder. Wow, seems solemn.

Lunch: went to Chess Club for the first time. (trivial stuff just thrown in here)

3rd period, AP Bio: I see the girl I REALLY like. So basically the class was doing a lab. And when I walked to ask my teacher a question (my teacher was standing right next to her), she looked me in the eye. Wow that totally made my day! So like I was whoa there... and my cheeks started turning hot and stuff. Well this guy who sits next to me knows about this, and he's with her in 4th period, and knows her well, why this is important later. Then I see this other guy who sits next to me hold her hands! WTH???? Well, I get really pissed, but no matter. My cheeks remain red and I walk into 4th period feeling like it's 100 degrees, when in fact, outside it's bone chilly cold.

During 4th period there are some girls and myself who just like to laugh and talk, and this guy comes up, I'm like saying it's hot and stuff, and he says do you have hot flashes? This sends everyone into a laughing frenzy. lol.

Then comes the interesting part. I'm a tutor in something called AP Educational Services. Well, the guy who sits next to me in AP Bio tells me that SHE is in there. I'm like WOW, and I rush in, and yep, there she is. But behind, it's my OTHER crush! So I'm like wow wow wow 2 in 1!! I had planned that my other crush would be there, though. Still, amazing and I'm like feeling in heaven. Freaking awesome. But alas, I'm there for a reason, and it is to tutor. So I do. After I get that done, the good part begins. I start talking to my "OTHER crush", helping her with Physics. The thing is though she's asking about electrostatics which I have absolutely NO recollection of. She shows me this question involving this thing and I'm like WTH is that. She LAUGHS HER BUTTS OFF. Wow that was pretty freaking amazing, I think. Afterwards a couple of girls (one of them friends with my BIG crush) ask me over to ANOTHER ROOM to help, but guess what--I'm still thinking about my 2 crushes and dang I'm like bs'ing everything. Can't think when you like two girls and you don't know if they left. I bs it, apologize BIGTIME to them, and check back, alas, my "OTHER crush" is gone.

Not my BIG crush though. Someone has been helping her. Anyways, tutoring session is beginning to end, and I felt, hey I have some homework I could go to the school library to work on. I sorta speak that to my friend next to me loudly, and RIGHT AFTER I say that, my crush asks someone, "when does the library close"?

Yep, she wants to go to the library too. WTH.

So I go, and I can't concentrate AGAIN. There's this guy who asks me for help with AP US history, can't do it. Instead I set things up for the Hi. I help him with Bio and lead him over to where my BIG crush is sitting. I help him, and well, she's talking to someone. Not until 10 min before the school library closes is she open. She moans and groans over the homework. So I go in.

My legs are quivering. What to say?

Then I arrive. I gently say, "hey, you want some help on that?" She responds no. And then she picks up her cell phone, gets up, and walks over, then picks up her stuff and leaves.

Dang.

Now, there were SO MANY clues that she likes me as well... but the library part was just too rigged. She didn't act much like she liked me while studying in the library, in fact, it seemed as if she was waiting for the Hi. She almost NEVER asks for tutoring help. And from my observations, I could swear that she and the other guy from my table know each other well enough to be bf/gf! That leaves the question - did the guy who sits next to me set it up? Did she know already? Questions, questions. Actually I've been quite conspicuous with this crush. Most everyone I know is banking that she already knew about it. But I've been saying I would say hi for 2 months now. Why did she know it was going to be today?

So, well, that ended my adventure for today. I could've added some discriptive writing, but alas, it's too late. Maybe I'll edit this post later.

What a day. If tomorrow is as interesting I might just get the guts to ask one of the girls out.